World Wide Web.......Let me tell you all something these past six months have challenged my entire spirit. Every single piece of my being in one way or another. I’ve had massive headaches, body aches, and just an overall crushed feeling on my heart for some time.
BUT GOD......... I have not complained and I am not about to start......Not once in these years of mine have I felt this and maybe that is why I am going through this phase because this was something built to teach me another lesson. The challenge has been pushing forward when turn after turn offered not one piece of relief. BUT GOD....... I closed my eyes yet again for rest last night and didn’t see it for hours but when it came it was welcomed. I rose this morning with a new determination in my heart.....I accept the unknown of this phase and accept the Challenge Never defeated....only Challenged.
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Earlier this week and entire branch of my existence was laid to rest. People that truly know me can whole heatedly say I find a light.....I find a way.....I see the glass half full. I prepared myself mentally. Told myself to be in the moment and be there to celebrate this amazing life with my grieving family members.
And then I glanced around for one split second and took in the moment.....My Great Grandfather, My Great Grandmother, My Grandfather, His brother-My Great Uncle, and now His sister My Great Aunt all walking around in heaven. This moment came at a time where my spirit has been fighting to see the positive. To find the light keep the brave face. So I have to say....my spirit is broken a deep fracture that at the moment has no fix. However I have the strongest of Roots, they've ushered in a path of fight even when life has taken any and all chance away for hope, believe even when nothing says you should, but most importantly, keep your faith and life will find its way. So even though my entire spirit is aching there is...Perspective. So I send these words out into the void just to have them said and take my deep breaths say my prayers and move forward. #IWASBORNAJONES #YOUKEEPUP |
Lady P
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